I realise we have constructs of what we believe to be real. Then there is the perception of reality, the depth, the illusion. It gets to be mind boggling which I think I understand why there is a construct now.
I'm not sure I can ever understand nor comprehend. In a way I've given up the thought that there can BE ONLY ONE reality. I simply can't accept that. Nor can I accept that one reality is superior to another. It is possible to tell which one is dominant for a little while, but other than that...nothing. It is amazing that after so many years how little I know. :shrug:
One day at a time.